Songs and friends

I always like good songs. No matter it is rock,pop,hip hop,jazz, ballads or whatsoever (Err..except for dangduts and hindies songs). And i kinda always relate one song that i think suit to my friends..hehehe (even without their approval on this ideas). The list are :

a)Yong: Over You-Chris Daughtery
b)Ayin: Menanti Sebuah Jawaban-Padi
c)Imah: Somewhere only we know-Keane
d)Yan: You and Your Hands-Pink
e) Me: Underneath it all-Gwen.

I love all my friends. No matter how far they are, or how things had happened between us, the laughter and happy moments, the tears that we hare together. But of course only to those who appreciate. I remember the time back then when i had the hard time in financial..me and my confidantes, ayin, had been very strong and patience to get through. I remember we used to picked terung, cili api and buah limau at MBT's farm for free of course. We have to be very thrifty at that time and we always had nasi goreng only for each and every day. I actually treasure the moment up until now..

And i remember when i cried uncontrollable in front of yong due to the difficult time in my life. i am the one hardly cries, but once i cry, it cant be stop..

I miss you my friends..i love u guys..

;)


P/s: Cant wait for tomorrow!yay!

The Runaway...

I could not wait for this coming friday.. Where me and my best buddies will escape from our boredom of work and free ourself to Pangkor..YeaYY!!!

Sandy beaches..blue sky...wait for us!!hehehehe

Photo by: Myknightandshinningarmour

There's the list has to go:

a) Transportation: Yong (Checked!)
b) Banker : Imah from Exim bank (Checked?!)
c) Yan : Sun block provider and informer (Checked!)
d) Me: Head of the contingent (Checked!) hehehehe

I really hope this getaway can release me from the stress and hopefully our friendship will be blossom by it..

P/S: Imah jangan lupa ur penalty..hehehehehehehhe

Risau..

Ya.. bak kata pepatah barat; Nothing wastes more energy than worrying. Tetapi saya tidak dapat membantu diri sendiri kerana........ Saya sangat pening memikirkan tentang:

a) Persiapan rumah untuk majlis pertunangan. Cat dinding, buang almari? mana larat nak buat sorang??? arghhhhhh tension..
b) Baju yang masih belum ditempah
c) Hantaran: What design should it be? adakah rama-rama terbang tinggi di udara atau kotak yang serba ringkas tetapi elegant?
d) Kewangan.
e) Thesis writting..(yang ni toksah ckapla..dah berkurun lama dan )

Risau...

Adakah...???

The Power of Charming..

Sebenarnya saya berasa sangat2 stress yang tak pernah saya alami sebelum ini.. saya sangat stress dengan kerja, dengan tesis dan sikap penyelia yang tidak pernah mahu memahami. saya mahu grad tahun ni juga..atas sebab-sebab tertentu..

emm..last time myknightandshinningarmour went to interview in kl..i feel glad and pray that he can get the job for our future sake..

and the best part in this week was..

I was waiting myknightandshinningarmour as he performed his solat at klcc surau (i finished mine and lelaki solat berjemaah) and as i waiting..came upon this cute guy and mind me gurls..ke keep staring at me as he stormed in to the musollah.. Why my brain came disfunction at the time? simply because he ia ANNUAR ZAIN!! hahaha

I know..i know..i once told u that i dont admire him that much since er,,,"THE INCIDENT"? But in real life he is cute and charming and somemore, he is the only artist that i myself witnessed really performed solat at exact time?..emm..Anuar..anuar..ohh anuar..teheheeeee mind me darling!!

Why he has the power of charming??
He calms me down...
hehehehe

I believed...

Saya percaya bahawa setiap prbuatan yang dilakukan pasti mendapat balasan.. sama ada dibayar oleh Allah secara "cash" di dunia atau pun di hari kemudian kelak..

Saya percaya Allah itu Maha Berkuasa atas tiap-tiap sesuatu. Dia lah yang Maha berkuasa dan Maha mengetahui.

Kekuasaan Allah ini selalu saya saksikan..In fact i see and i can feel it in every moment. Okay..1 simple thing for example..setiap pagi, jika tanpa lafaz bismillah, kereta kancil saya agak susah nak dihidupkan. Beberapa eksperimen selalu saya perhatikan. Dan ia terbukti.

Jika masuk ke dalam rumah tanpa lafaz Assalamualaikum, hati ini selalu akan berasa terganggu dan mudah nak marah pada sekalian umat manusia yang berada di dalamnya. Tetapi, jika disertai dengan lafaz assalamualaikum dan bismillah, mood ini akan menjadi ok and happy sahaja..

Dan sebelum makan, jika terlupa untuk membaca Bismillah dan doa, pasti akan berganda-ganda makan sampai tak kenyang2 perut ni..(sebab apa?sebab syaitan makan bersama)..

Saya percaya bahawa Allah terlalu sayangkan hambaNya. Saya percaya lebih banyak ujian daripadaNya, lebih sayang Dia kepada kita. Mengapa ya? sebab, dengan musibah atau masalah yang melanda inilah yang membawa kita lebih dekat padaNya. Pada siapa kita meminta pertolongan jika bukan pada Allah? Dia yang memberi, Hak Dia, Dia juga lah yang berhak untuk menariknya semula. Bukan bermaksud ingin berkhutbah, tapi ingin berkongsi rasa hati pada sahabat sekalian.

Kekuasaan Allah itu terbentang luas di mata dan di hati kita. Jika kita dekat padaNya, maka, tenanglah jiwa kita. Begitu juga sebaliknya.


Pagi tadi saya kesiangan dan kejadian ini telah berulang sebanyak dua kali dalam minggu ini. Setelah mengqada solat subuh yang terlepas, saya terus mendapatkan jejajo dan menciumnya setiap pagi. Lambat macam mana pun, saya tetap akan meluangkan masa untuk mengganggunya tidur dan mengatakan padanya bahawa saya amat-amat menyayangi dia. Dia hanya mampu menganggukkan kepala dalam keadaan mata terpejam. Hati saya berkata, wah seronok kalau dapat menjadi kanak2 semula, boleh tidur makan minum dan main sesuka hati tanpa perlu risau akan kehidupan ini..emmm

Saya bergegas ke tempat kerja dan tahu-tahu sajalah cara pemanduan ketika lambat untuk samapai ke tempat kerja yang jauhnya 30 km kan? Saya berjaya melepasi kesesakan trafik dan memecut sepantas mana kancil saya boleh pergi. Kasihan dia..saya memahami bagaimana perasaan baru bangun dari tidur, terus sahaja disuruh memecut. Hasilnya, saya telah memotong sebiji BMW dan natijahnya saya dikejar semula oleh nya.. takut juga..hehehe..

Keretaku...Kasihan dia, sudah lah tiba masa untuk dimanjakan, tapi dilengah-lengahkan pula. tak mengapalah wahai cheeikabotku (panggilan manja untuk kereta ku), akan ku bawa dikau pergi spa pada akhir bulan ini, bersabar ya?

Pada akhir-akhir ini, ada seseorang yang saya syaki berniat jahat terhadap saya(moga Allah mengampunkan dosa saya kerana bersangka jahat) selalu berbuat baik pada saya di pejabat ini. Dia menawarkan saya kerja sebagai guru tusyen sebagai sumber pendapatan sampingan, yang mana saya agak berterima kasih kerana di beri peluang tersebut. Akan tetapi, hati ini agak gusar dan risau kerana takut memikirkan adakah saya dapat menyesuaikan keadaan nanti..tapi saya membutuhkan wang. (Err..nape tetiba aku berkata indon ni??)

Tak mengapalah
saya cuba
untuk mencuba berprasangka baik terhadapnya, moga-moga dia berubah kepada keadaan yang lebih baik.

Amiinn...

Sparkling.Frosting.Bedazzling.

I feel so lazy to get up from bed this morning. Jejajo was sleeping with me last night. Sambil layan dia berborak, saya tak sedar pukul berapa we went to sleep. Pagi-pagi lagi dia dah tersenyum2..(nasib baik dia tak kencing atas katilku ini huhuhu)


On the way to work, i screamed out loud avril lavigne's songs: HOT. At the end i knew why i am not a singer. haha

ooh..forgot to tell you..me and myknightandshinningarmour went to do some shopping at Jalan TAR for the engagement stuff. I bought him songkok from DEN WAHAB and sejadah. And we did some window shopping for baju nikah,..to tell you the truth, i dont know why i am so afraid to decide what colur should i wear for the nikah ocassion? Would it white or pink or brown or purple or light green..i want it to be simple yet catches everyones attention that day..of course almost everyone would have think like i do..kan?

And THE RING..yes, i find it hillariously sparkling and frosting and bedazzling very much indeed. ok..i am not the person who knows the diamond stuff like the back of my hands, but i like it to be big and sparky and obvious. some of my friends once have had laugh at me about this,hehehe ..

I cant upload the picture (sorry guys) because myknightandshinningarmour said it will not be a surprise anymore..

huhu..have had to obey him..

;P

Mine...

Mi amiga

La amiga es la persona que intima con nosotros. Tengo uno amiga que es muy amable. Se llama Dyane.Ella tiene veintidos anos, lo misma conmigo. Ella es una mujer muy guapa y bondadosa tambien. Ella es muy agraciada. Entonces, ella tiene un par de ojos marrones y la pestana muy bonita. Nosotros compartimos el pasatiempo juntas. Nos encantar hacer deporte especialmente tennis. Toda la semana, vamos al campo para jugar tennis. Nosotros siempre salimos al cine y disfrutamos de pelicula. Nosotros dividiros todos los problemos y secretos tambien. Espero que nuestra amisted sera duradera para siempre.

Hehehe.. that was it..my first espanola langua essay..but that was long-long time ago..and the story could not fit the bill as we speak..i mean, things have changed the way it was meant to be..maybe.. i don't know..

well ..what's coming up for the weekend,?emm..myknightandshinning armour will come here and together we'll fetch my engagement ring..maybe i will be uploading the engagement ring picture in future.. yayyy!! and..we'll do some shopping for the sake of it..

Actually last night we had a lil bit of misunderstanding. He said i was not that excited to getting the ceremony as a normal person will do.. at first, i was taken aback and quit shocked to hear the statement. I cant be more wrong and i admitted all that because of some factors that truly bothered me and the consequences were,...1=i am not that excited and energized by my engagement to be...2=we had this little argument.

It's not like i'm not excited for this..i really do..BUT..there were my thesis, my work that always come and haunting my mind..and at the end..i will be depressed by the unfortunate that have came upon me.. I am sorry honey..i will eased all of that and i will try to make it work no matter what..

That is my promise..

;)

my new crush on Hujan..

Kan ku berikan semua
Agar kau gembira sentiasa
Engkau tetap pergi
Pergi meninggalkan ku sendiri
Jangan di simpan tiada rahsia
Katakan saja ku terima
Engkau tetap pergi
Pergi meninggalkan ku sendiri

*Reff//

Waktu duka dulu kita lalui bersama
Bahgia bagaikan malam di temani Bintang terang
Hancur hati bila kau undurkan diri
Meninggalkan daku
Meninggalkan ku sendiri

Senyuman manis dibawa angin
Ku tunggu dikau terasa dingin
Engkau tetap pergi
Pergi meninggalkan ku sendiri
Jangan di simpan tiada rahsia
Katakan saja ku terima
Engkau tetap pergi
Pergi meninggalkan ku sendiri

selamat tahun baru 1429 hijrah!!!

"Saya agak ada banyak salah faham. Mungkin sebab saya mendiamkan diri. Saya mahu diadili kerana kerja saya. Saya mahu diadili kerana apa yang saya buat untuk orang lain"-Hillary Clinton.

Today is my first of my lecture since the long semester break. I feel so excited yet so worried and the adrenaline rush was just hillarious. Fortunately every class i attended was OK. Except for Biochemistry I class that i ended it up sooner than expected hour (because it was only an introduction of Biochemistry and i dont know what to babble about anymore).

So, i got about an hour to kill and so i went to library to kinda hide myself (org melaka kata mengulau) and believe me, i feel totally guilty. To make it interesting, there was a culprit at my office who claimed she was the best lecturer ever.She was the one who claimed do all the works by her self and arranged the schedule by by her own way??hello laa..

And...here is the catch.. this, is the moment that she been waiting for..as i enjoying my time reading newspaper and stuff...she caught me red handed while i was mengulaing (errr...is there such a word..mind my language please..hehehe) Im dead meat so i thought...

Then i sent sms to my collegue ( atrusted one of course) told her my worries about being caught red handed and that she already got a point to blame me in future..but my collegue said something soothed my heart..the reply was..

"rilek la..kelas pompuan B.S tu lagi SEPATUTNYA (ok guys, this is the part when you should read it out loud) habis at 4 oclock. Dia selamba je came out earlier than you?"

Haaaa..relief..sighed.

So.. quotes and unquotes of Hillary Clinton was just about time. This is where i could not defend myself and being judged by other people. I know it was not right to end up class earlier than supposedly but, cmonla.. when i already finished my duty..what more can i give??

Anyway, i hope that she will never ever cought me up again that way. For i hate being slander and bad talked-about behind my back.

SELAMAT TAHUN BARU!

P/s: Jgn lupa bc doa akhir and awal tahun ye kengkawan...

Tag?

I am truly admits that i am really behind those technologies and stuff..ya i know, kinda conservative am i? and i happened to notice the trend now is tagging which i find it interesting though...to know people's thoughts and feelings at times..and im gonna try to tag maself and friends..teheheeeee..

1.What would u do when u wake up this morning?
I shut off my alarm with disgust..hehehe

2. How and what can make u really angry and pissed off?
3 of them: heat,crowd and hungriness

3.The last person you be with?
Min the Clerk.

4.Favourite movies?
Anything about Tom Hanks will do.ngeee

5.Do you miss someone?
Yes i do.

6.Do hate people and who?
Yes. Lotta times. need i name them?

7. Worst experience ever?
emm.. When i descending Gunung Nuang by my own. Depa tinggalkan aku sorang2! huwa!! scary man...

8. Current crush on ?
Hujan. Local band. the music totally blow me up in the sky..

9.Favourite color?
Red,pink,white,black.

10. Things that compulsory for you whenever you are out?
My cell phones, purse.money.

11. Your obsession?
Shoes.shoes.shoes. it calms me down. and brings me up when im down. tehehehe

12. What boring you most?
People bragging about some lilttle stuff which, i dont even care of..Hipocracy

13. What is your ultimate weakness?
I can't hide my feelings. it just shows on my face. Owh..people can tell this.So many times.

14. Can you cook?
err... InsyaAllah..setakat ni tak pernah ada orang mati sebab makanan aku..hehehehe

15. What and who influenced you in life?
Drew Barrymore in 50 first dates. (dont ask me why laa..), my sis, Ayin (how OCD she was and ya BIG thanks to her for indulging myself with coffee)

16. Favourite books?
So many of them. Cant tell. Grisham's will do too.

17. Which celebrity you really wanna meet?
Emm..tanak jumpa pon.leh?

18. What do you really wanna do in life?
Get rich (but really put my feet on the ground), bungee jumping, travelling around the world, emmm belajar menjahit (guys, dont laugh, i reallly want to do this )

19. Favourite spot to hang out?
Tempat baru with my friends, mamak bistro kat Pandan Mewah, depan previous spot for hanging out. mekdi.hahahaha

20. what do you really afraid of?
emm.. Lizards.Gecko,snakes. All amphibians, reptilians,ouhh ya before i forget, takut lipas terbang2.

And so i past this to whoever read my blog especially Yong, Yan and Ima (kalau2 depa wat blog gak)..

Peace!

As it may seems like...

Collided

As the title above, that is how my feelings are right now..and so many things, infacts major things had happened during 2007. They were:

1) I found my soul mate and how we destined for each other are kindly rare things to happen. Hihihi

2) I met few guys in my life. Fell in love just to kill my past time..yet they coming back for me love..go to hell..

3) I been hired!!yeayy!! the sad thing just about the unappropriate salary if it can be match with my qualifications…emm sabar je la..

4) Prior to the above, fortunately I finally finished my never ending labworks that sucks my life out , most of the time..

5) er.. some more happy moments with my friend and family yet I think I will keep it to my self

6) I think im getting matured day by day..tehehehe…(I hope so)

basicly, 2007 was a promising year to build myself as a grown up person. I hope with all my strength that I have gained, I will be a stronger, confident and a successful person in this year ahead..