Alhamdulillah..Alhamdulillah..Alhamdulillah...

There is nothing i can say more.

I was still tired from the "balik Kampung" Journey for the kenduri doa selamat for my new coming baby and niece. But still determined to go to work the next morning where i was in a condition of just had a sleep like, 2 hours and drove like, in a daydream, i still manged to arrived home safely at the end of the day..So, Hubby arrived home first and lazed around where our conversations begun:

"Penatnye arini...." Me.Buat Muka sememeh.

"Well, kalau penat tak yah lah keja" Hubby. I was like, biar betik laki aku ni, suh aku benti keja la pulak (tapi dalam hati berbunga2 indah je dalam mimpi la ko nak benti keja nak makan apa kan?)

"Ishh...tak boleh la...." Me. Berkata sambil jeling macam nak marah je. Ada ke tengah penat-penat ni dia wat lawak pulak...Only Allah knows how i hate lawak bodoh and sometimes, teka teki yang macam tak logik.

"Boleh...berhenti je lah...dah penat kan?" Hubby, trying to provoke me, but ironically, i did not realised it.

Suddenly he threw me a BIG envelop that anticipated for ages. WAhhh terus menjerit.

At last, after all the hurdles and grieves and pain of working but not worth the pay and 70 km of travels daily, i FINALLY been accepted to work at the new place.

This time, it (referring to the pay) is worth of what i have learn back in the uni InsyaAllah. (according to my friend, it is according to my degree, not master yet..GRIN, GRIN, BIG GRINNNNNN ;D)

So, all the whinning, a mere depressions, sadness and stress and not to mention the instability of salary paying here, PLUS DOA and a bit of patience, Alhamdulillah.Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. I finallay got it.

Every cloud has its silver lining. Believe me.

;)

My Baby..

My Baby is now 26 Weeks Old! Alhamdulillah...Subhanallah, Subhanallah, Subhanallah...

• The fetus is about 9 inches long and weighs about 2 pounds.
• The fetus can respond to sound from both inside and outside the womb.
• Reflex movements continue to develop and body movements are stronger.
• Lungs continue to develop.
• The fetus now wakes and sleeps.
• The skin is slightly wrinkled.

I am so loving YOU right now,
Day by day,
Hope that you will be a Soleh/solehah child to us,
Mummy and Daddy always, always and always will love you,
Care for You,
And provide you with All the love in the world,
InsyaAllah..

;) Isk..isk..isk..terharu pulak...

Salah Siapa Kalau.....

(Entry yang bacalah kalau nak baca, tapi tak baca pon lagi ok, jimat masa dan pergi buat kerja kamulah)

Salah siapa kalau:

• Terbangun lambat sebab semalam tengok ANTM dan natijahnya mata macam panda? Konon2 boleh stay up late even your body told you she's tired. But you would not just listen, did'nt you?
• Jem di flyover Taman Maluri MRR2 setiap masa dan ketika (rasanya masa hari raya pon dia boleh jem) dan menambahkan lagi kelambatan kamu untuk pergi kerja/shopping/ rumah sedara (tetibe)
  
• Dah rasa bosan nak menghadap interview lagi sedangkan pada umur dan waktu ni, sepatutnya kamu dah stabil dengan kerjaya yang mantop?(ala2 ustaz Zamri mari membaca Al quran)
  
• Orang rasa kamu bijak, happy dan bahagia sedangkan kamu tidaklah berapa bijak pon, tidaklah sehappy mana pon dan bahagia kekadang je?
• Kamu dah terceburkan diri dengan kerjaya yang, er, not worth you?
• Kamu bosan dengan orang-orang yang selalu mempamirkan kebahagiaan dan kesenangan hati mereka sedangkan banyak lagi benda yang rasanya boleh diseimbangkan.
  
• Kamu tidak lagi matang?
• Kamu dah mula dijangkiti OCD kalau kerani kamu type dan printkan time table kamu ada yang center dan ada yang left justified dan, garisan dia lukis sendiri dengan pensel, itu takpe lagi, tapi comot dan buat kamu rasa nak padam je?...... kamu rasa nak betulkan sendiri karang, dia terasa hati pulak?
• Kamu rasa bersalah sebab makan durian banyak dalam senyap-senyap sebab tak tahan godaan dia (gile sedap durian)
• Kamu tak dapat minum susu lagi? (Lactose intolerance?)
  
• Kamu dah selesaikan sesuatu yang menghantui hidup kamu selama 5 tahun, tapi kamu begitu merinduinya dan rasa macam kehilangan?
• Kamu memang minat Micheal Jackson dan macam sedih dan kawan-kawan rapat kamu tak lah minat mana pon dengan dia, so nak kongsi feeling pon macam sukar? (i grew up with his songs, yeah you heard it too many times like a broken tape, tapi tak boleh lupa jaket oren/merah yang dia pakai dalam thriller and Beat it video klip)
• Kamu dulu dah paham tentang biosintesis asid lemak dan tapak jalan dia yang macam er, haram itu, tapi sekarang dah lupa?
• Kamu terpaksa berpura-pura girlie sebab surrounding kamu yang memang manja-manja gitu and that you are now alone in that kinda crowd?
• Kamu mengandung, tapi ada usaha untuk bawa dan angkut beg penuh berisi buah-buahan kampung tapi bila sampai office tak ada orang pon yang nak makan sangat?
• Kamu terus menganggap benda remeh ni sebagai isu?
• Kamu memang hantu kepada durian?
• Kamu tak puas hati selagi tak mendapat jawapan kepada sesuatu persoalan?
  
• Kamu terus membaca entry ini walaupun dah diberi peringatan di atas?

Dah kata dah...tehehehehe

Just to prove her wrong..MAYBE?

I still remember my uni moments, masa tu sangat naive. Pakai tudung pon besar, pakai stokin kaki dan pakai baju kurung je ke kelas. And i really feel so zuhud that time, tak kenal lagi branded items macam Guess ke, Coach, LV or WTF yang lain..Purse pon beli yang ada gambar doraemon warna biru muda harga pun rm 10 je..

But, i had a friend who did not believe that an entire outfit from top to bottom could cost less than rm 100. And of course, she was the one who had an entire anti-kancil feeling. And, during second year of studies, her dad bought her a Fiat Punto (of which me and ayin kempunan nak rasa naik sampai akhirnya, betul tak ayin?)

And she also was the one who brought up the issue of what our granpa's profession back then? ME and one other just went into silence because our grandpa were just truely farmers and not like them, their grandpas had the legacies and etc..

Why i brought up these issues now?

Just to prove her wrong.
I just bought and entire outfit (from top to bottom) which comprise 4 tops and a long skirt for just less than hundred at Jusco. (btw, aku suka Jusco Setiawangsa, nape, tak tahu), hahahaha

And just to prove her wrong that, like Nik Nur Madihah, of her just a daughter of a fisherman (but do you know her father have a diploma in techniques??) could also be successful and can also build up entire legacy InsyaAllah..

So, people can not judge the book by its cover, always remember that.

Condolence..

A special condolence for my husband and in laws for the losing of Opah lawen on last Sunday @ 5 July 2009.

May Allah Bless Her soul and may she rest in peace.

Amin.

Hari ini dalam sejarah...

Hari ini dalam sejarah...

Setelah berhempas pulas tertonggeng terbalik dan menarik-narik rambut sebab ke-tension-nan, hari ini, tanggal 30 hb June 2009 (cet, apa daa mention tarikh terakhir ni bagai??) Saya akan menghantar tesis sarjana saya huhuhuhu...

Walaupun bermacam kesukaran di saat-saat akhir disebabkan ke-fussy an(ada ke perkataa ni? tak ada kan? ceh), pihak PPS mengenai format yang konon-konon kena tepat dan jitu itu, pada garisan akhir ni rasa macam seronok pulak buat tesis ni, (gila ke apa?)

Ok, saya nak pegi dulu, bye2 (ala2 sin chan)

Konflik Diri..

Baru-baru ni jiwa rasa berkecamuk. Dahla tu, the worse day was on my birthday on last 23 june, of which only 6 people had wished me on that day..Any way, im not that cheery perky person who celebrate the day everyyear..so, i dont really mind it..

So, on my birthday, went on an interview at the Ui#* for the post of lecturer. Been bombarded with unstandard questions and feel that i can handle it very well on every question given. One of the interviewer even argue with her collegues and all of a sudden i felt like im in American Idol show that kinda feeling you know?

How unprofessional indeed.

So, at the end, she just said, i dont see anything wrong with you, but i cant see your commitment on the willingness to be base at kuala pilah.

How bithcy she was.

Dahla, taknak cakap lagi dah. Wat sakit hati je..till the next post.