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Tuesday, October 7, 2008

Forgivenes is divine..

Selamat Hari Raya everyone! Wow, the mood is really fake for me but still, i wanna wish everyone. Still, this come from my very own sincere heart. Huhu.

Raya was still lame for me, the same old the same old yada yada. And i still think that raya is full of drama. huhu.

But, lately i learned that forgiveness is divine. It is actually easy as ABC.

I was listening to one ceramah telling that if you do put off a relationship amongst you, your deeds will go nowhere. It will be wasteful and will not benefit you as long as you forgive others that have done wrong to you.

So, later that nite i was thinking and i was telling myself to try to be someone else that have full of forgiveness at heart. So i decided to forgive to all of knowing me for how bad i am.

To my friends Diana Remey, to my friends Lisa..I forgive you and ask for your forgivenes for what have i done wrong to you..

And even this goes to my stepmum who was a biatch at those times, for stealing our dad away from us at those times, For killing my lovely childhood times and for that i become quit a weirdo at times, For your efforts to trying to send us at orphanage once, For letting me grieve and turned me into someone who do not trust people easily and isolate me from this world. And nevertheless thank you. Thank you for all your efforts, I became Me right now.

I FORGIVE YOU and it was all between you and ALLAH right now.

I feel very relieved and such at ease for now.Alhamdulillah.

2 comments:

MiSzEniGmA said...

memaafkan org lain, satu perkara yg amat baik & mulia..syabas mera dos!!

aeryn said...

thanks dear..

min pon tak tahu how i can transformed to be easy-forgiven..huhuhu