Servant of Allah, Offspring of the Ipin's, Wife to Mohd Fazli,Mother of two and a FULL TIME student. How about that?
Friday, January 29, 2010
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Wednesday, January 20, 2010
15
You take a deep breath and you walk through the doors
It’s the morning of your very first day
You say hi to your friends you ain’t seen in a while
Try and stay out of everybody’s way
It’s your freshman year and you’re gonna be here
For the next four years in this town
Hoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and say
You know I haven’t seen you around
Before
Cause when you’re fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You’re gonna believe them
And when you’re fifteen
Feeling like there’s nothing to figure out
Well count to ten, take it in
This is life before you know who you’re gonna be
Fifteen
You sit in class next to a redhead named Abigail
And soon enough you’re best friends
Laughing at the other girls who think they’re so cool
We’ll be out of here as soon as we can
And then you’re on your very first date and he’s got a car
And you’re feeling like flying
And you’re momma’s waiting up and you’re thinking he’s the one
And you’re dancing round your room when the night ends
When the night ends
Cause when you’re fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You’re gonna believe them
When you’re fifteen and your first kiss
Makes your head spin around but
In your life you’ll do things greater than dating the boy on the football team
I didn’t know it at fifteen
When all you wanted was to be wanted
Wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now
Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday but I realized some bigger dreams of mine
And Abigail gave everything she had to a boy that changed his mind
And we both cried
Cause when you’re fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You’re gonna believe them
And when you’re fifteen
Don’t forget to look before you fall
I’ve found time can heal most anything
You just might find who you’re supposed to be
I didn’t know who I was supposed to be
At fifteen
Take a deep breath, girl
Take a deep breath as you walk through those doors
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Confident. Emm! (baca ala-ala iklan sunsilk yang budak perempuan sapa tah tu cakap)
This morning me and aiyris woke up together. And together we yawned. Having seen that, i laughed. But still feeling that 5 tonnes buckle of stones on my chest. Feeling so lazy as if the gravity pulled me twice than normal day. Sigh. What an exaggeration i had kan?
So, this morning i had the briefing about the centrifuge machine that done by this one supplier that i happened to know once during my previous workplace. I bet he wondered who i am because he kept glanced over me in wonder. Haha. I let the mystery remains. The catch for today, he had this trouble in clarifying some terms and i felt very,very itchy to just correct him. He comes from the one who more likely to say "what do you one (want)? you know what i mean?But i remain silent. Just the matter of respect.
As i went along the briefing about the machine, i had always one question that i need to ask to the person who handle the machine. And i asked him with (i think) very clear, easy-to-understand sentence. Like this:
"What if we want to spin it more than 11000 rpm then? " and All eyes on me. He looked at me in bewilderment.
"I am sorry, i could not understand your question" he said. So i have to explain to him. One by one. How on earth he could become a supplier with that capability of to understand, let alone the speaking skills?
I am not here to boast around, and i know what is the level of my english, but then, i feel very amused at the people who feel very confident and have a very high self-esteem. compared to me.
WOW.
Monday, January 11, 2010
First entry tahun baru dah tak best.
1)minggu depan aiyris Zarra dah 3 bulan. apa perkembangan terbaru dia? dia dah pandai senyum2, gelak kekek2 sampai kuar suara. Pastu tidur tak nak ata bouncer dia lagi dah. Nak tidur sebelah mommy dia. hehehe. gile comel anak aku sendiri.Cet.
2) Jumaat sabtu ahad ni aku kena kerja. bosan. BIG TIME!
3) Orang Melayu bila berniaga, ok, korang tengok eh, bila dah ada untung sket, sabtu ahad dah taknak niaga dah. contoh makcik yang jual kuih dekat denagn umah aku ni. Dahla kuih dia sedap. K, kes kedua plak, supplier chemical aku ni, aku minta quotation berjanggut la nak tunggu. padahal aku dah nak set up lab tissue culture ni, mestila bisnes busar kan?
Bengong.