Pagi yang gelap..

This morning started off not as good as i expected it to be. There was one silly reckless driver who own avanza ( i dont know why Avanza driver always being a stuck up snobbish reckless driver towards me on road). The traffic lights was just turning green and suddenly the bastard honked me like he was the only one who has honk in the world? I was talking to my sick brother who had fever. And the car in front of me was barely moved at the time. Was he trying to tell me that i should crash the car in front of me to let him pass me much quicker about 1 minute? Stuck up nyer!! Geram aku..

So that was how my cold breezy morning turned out to be hot one. Part of me says i should ignore the bastards and chill out a bit. But half of me says that i should crash the car with no mercy. I dont know.. emm.. i opt for the first choice.

So..I cant be more wrong that remembering Allah is the best and easier way to calm my self down. Automatically, i can feel the adrenaline rush of anger disappear in no time just saying Allah and istighfar. Hehehe i am no more Naomi Campbell baby!! hahahaha..if only Ayin know i have changed a bit, mesti dia terkejut..hakhakhak..

That was how my morning goes..i hope that the driver will learn how to respect others as how he respect himself.

Proclaimation: I AM NOW OFFICIALLY AVANZA HATERS. TQ. (SORRY TO SAY THIS, BUT I JUST HAVE A BAD KARMA WITH THIS LITTLE MAGGOT KINDA CAR)

The Great Escape...

Pictures speaks for the feelings..

1. When we arrived at the Piers awaiting for the boat..Look how silly me try to shorten myself ..

2. My attempt trying to throw "this thing" into the deep sea.. Witnessed by Yong..hehehe.

3. Friends for 15 years..still counting (quotes from yong)

4. Lihatlah..Malu konon2...pasni tengoklah..huahuahua

5. One of the things that i really wanna do in my whole life..Peduli ar apa orang lain nak kata..hahahaha

6. On top of the World?? nahh i dont think so..Free styler...

7. After the boat drifting..yang pada mulanya takut terketar lutut, tapi akhirnya berani duduk depan bot...ngee

8. With ABG BOAT yang memang pandai mendriftkan botnya bersama2 penumpang yang semuanya ketakutan..terrified still. with the drifting but still had to smile( for picture sake)

9. Gambar kontroversi: Mieyn the LOchness? cess..hahaha memang mcm antu air pon..

10. With Yan.,.. Perfect Morning with Sea Breeze..

11. Still BOAT DRIFTING.. Tengok..tengok mata saya bulat! hehehe Yan jadi Ultraman Taro versi tak berapa jadi..hehehehehe

12. Wahhh..Seronotnyer!!

13. Seronot kali kedua..Sampai taknak naik darat..hehehe

14. After cycling session..Touche!!

15. Me. Smilling like no tomorrow..

16. Nak balik dah..Bye Pangkor..Sweetest memory ever..

Sometimes i forget how to breath..

Salam..it has been a long time since i havent up dated my blog..so many thing had happened in my life..and it were all collided..Things undone and had happened:

1. Trip to Pangkor (Of which i have not done a blog a bout it..still waiting picture from Rahimah)..

2. And one of the torturest moment in my life..(Of which i think i wont spill it out) really2 stressed me out untill i was admitted to the nearest clinic by my collegue due to the fact that the stress affected both my physiology and phsycology. Dr said that i was too stress and gave me anti-stress pills which make me more and more sick!

3. My engagement ceremony. It was disastrous indeed i must say..am i too perfectionist? not a bit! i just blame my self for the last minute preparation.

All the pictures will be up dated soon after i collect it from respective person.

ohh..sometimes i forget how to breath..(in a proper way..)

Songs and friends

I always like good songs. No matter it is rock,pop,hip hop,jazz, ballads or whatsoever (Err..except for dangduts and hindies songs). And i kinda always relate one song that i think suit to my friends..hehehe (even without their approval on this ideas). The list are :

a)Yong: Over You-Chris Daughtery
b)Ayin: Menanti Sebuah Jawaban-Padi
c)Imah: Somewhere only we know-Keane
d)Yan: You and Your Hands-Pink
e) Me: Underneath it all-Gwen.

I love all my friends. No matter how far they are, or how things had happened between us, the laughter and happy moments, the tears that we hare together. But of course only to those who appreciate. I remember the time back then when i had the hard time in financial..me and my confidantes, ayin, had been very strong and patience to get through. I remember we used to picked terung, cili api and buah limau at MBT's farm for free of course. We have to be very thrifty at that time and we always had nasi goreng only for each and every day. I actually treasure the moment up until now..

And i remember when i cried uncontrollable in front of yong due to the difficult time in my life. i am the one hardly cries, but once i cry, it cant be stop..

I miss you my friends..i love u guys..

;)


P/s: Cant wait for tomorrow!yay!

The Runaway...

I could not wait for this coming friday.. Where me and my best buddies will escape from our boredom of work and free ourself to Pangkor..YeaYY!!!

Sandy beaches..blue sky...wait for us!!hehehehe

Photo by: Myknightandshinningarmour

There's the list has to go:

a) Transportation: Yong (Checked!)
b) Banker : Imah from Exim bank (Checked?!)
c) Yan : Sun block provider and informer (Checked!)
d) Me: Head of the contingent (Checked!) hehehehe

I really hope this getaway can release me from the stress and hopefully our friendship will be blossom by it..

P/S: Imah jangan lupa ur penalty..hehehehehehehhe

Risau..

Ya.. bak kata pepatah barat; Nothing wastes more energy than worrying. Tetapi saya tidak dapat membantu diri sendiri kerana........ Saya sangat pening memikirkan tentang:

a) Persiapan rumah untuk majlis pertunangan. Cat dinding, buang almari? mana larat nak buat sorang??? arghhhhhh tension..
b) Baju yang masih belum ditempah
c) Hantaran: What design should it be? adakah rama-rama terbang tinggi di udara atau kotak yang serba ringkas tetapi elegant?
d) Kewangan.
e) Thesis writting..(yang ni toksah ckapla..dah berkurun lama dan )

Risau...

Adakah...???

The Power of Charming..

Sebenarnya saya berasa sangat2 stress yang tak pernah saya alami sebelum ini.. saya sangat stress dengan kerja, dengan tesis dan sikap penyelia yang tidak pernah mahu memahami. saya mahu grad tahun ni juga..atas sebab-sebab tertentu..

emm..last time myknightandshinningarmour went to interview in kl..i feel glad and pray that he can get the job for our future sake..

and the best part in this week was..

I was waiting myknightandshinningarmour as he performed his solat at klcc surau (i finished mine and lelaki solat berjemaah) and as i waiting..came upon this cute guy and mind me gurls..ke keep staring at me as he stormed in to the musollah.. Why my brain came disfunction at the time? simply because he ia ANNUAR ZAIN!! hahaha

I know..i know..i once told u that i dont admire him that much since er,,,"THE INCIDENT"? But in real life he is cute and charming and somemore, he is the only artist that i myself witnessed really performed solat at exact time?..emm..Anuar..anuar..ohh anuar..teheheeeee mind me darling!!

Why he has the power of charming??
He calms me down...
hehehehe