For My Baby, Aiyris Zarra

Your little hand's wrapped around my finger
And it's so quiet in the world tonight
Your little eyelids flutter cause you're dreaming
So I tuck you in, turn on your favorite night light
To you everything's funny, you got nothing to regret
I'd give all I have, honey
If you could stay like that
Oh darling, don't you ever grow up
Don't you ever grow up, just stay this little
Oh darling, don't you ever grow up
Don't you ever grow up, it could stay this simple
I won't let nobody hurt you, won't let no one break your heart
And no one will desert you
Just try to never grow up, never grow up
You're in the car on the way to the movies
And you're mortified your mom's dropping you off
At 14 there's just so much you can't do
And you can't wait to move out someday and call your own shots
But don't make her drop you off around the block
Remember that she's getting older too
And don't lose the way that you dance around in your pj's getting ready for school
Oh darling, don't you ever grow up
Don't you ever grow up, just stay this little
Oh darling, don't you ever grow up
Don't you ever grow up, it could stay this simple
No one's ever burned you, nothing's ever left you scarred
And even though you want to, just try to never grow up
Take pictures in your mind of your childhood room
Memorize what it sounded like when your dad gets home
Remember the footsteps, remember the words said
And all your little brother's favorite songs
I just realized everything I have is someday gonna be gone
So here I am in my new apartment
In a big city, they just dropped me off
It's so much colder that I thought it would be
So I tuck myself in and turn my night light on
Wish I'd never grown up
I wish I'd never grown up
Oh I don't wanna grow up, wish I'd never grown up
I could still be little
Oh I don't wanna grow up, wish I'd never grown up
It could still be simple
Oh darling, don't you ever grow up
Don't you ever grow up, just stay this little
Oh darling, don't you ever grow up
Don't you ever grow up, it could stay this simple
Won't let nobody hurt you
Won't let no one break your heart
And even though you want to, please try to never grow up
Oh, don't you ever grow up
Oh, never grow up, just never grow up

Aiyris and Our own kebun

Aiyris minggu pertama-kedua sejak pergi sekolah..

Dad: Aiyris..bangun..wake up...Daddy wants to work, mommy work..aiyris school eh?

Aiyris: (Menangis taknak bangun...) Taknak School..Taknak School..NAK WORK.

Nak work kau..Ha hambek..

Tapi Alhamdulillah now dah ok. Pergi school pun dah ok balik siap flying kiss lagi. Haha..Semua janji-janji pelesu semuanya..

haish..

So we have embarked (cewah embark konon) to establish our own little barn in our backyard..So enjoy the piccas!

Ni budak sibuk namanya..

Peace yo!

Nak tolong jugak2..alat penyiram tu cinonet je.

Hong Kong Kailan. Masak malam tu dengan ikan masin. Organik bebehh

Ulam raja dah besar

Alhamdulillah, tanah kat belakang ni lembut dan subur. Cangkul-cangkul sikit kuar cacing. huhu. so projek akan datang adalah long beans dan okra. ;) Harap harap menjadi. So takyah beli sayur dah. jimat duit boleh gi melancong round europe. hihihihi (angan-angan je.nak gi bandung pun bercinta nak kumpul duit. puiii).

Tapi sayur kailan tu memang sedap. krap krup krap je rangup!nyums!

Aiyris's Day ONE in School-Brainy Bunch Islamic Montessori

Today is Aiyris Zarra's Frist day at school. Since last night i went crazy but somehow rather i kept my self calm under my husband's radar because i do not want him to know that i am last-minute-nervous-kinda person this is because he already went crazy two weeks before and yeah, why i am typing like im out of breath, maybe because of the coffee i drank this morning and that im energized. fuh penat.

So, I woke up as early as 5 a.m. and i cuddled aiyris and brought her to my bed. again i slept until my second alarm went berserk trying to wake me up at 6. Gah, i have to wake up i said to myself. Anak nak sekolah kau. 

So many ways i tried to wake aiyris up. I have come to a conclusion or rather a tricks to wake her up. Pujuk punya pujuk, make some jokes and wallaahhh.. she was up. Senang je rupanya hahaha.

After a hot bath, she was ready with her school uniforms. Frankly speaking, from my nonjudgmental mind, the uniform is one of the reasons why i choose Brainy bunch Islamic Montessori. Sebab kaler dia macam best. Ok otak sounds so bimbo now get yourself a scientific paper. ok kidding. Now where are we?

Ok no she was ready, tadaaaa...

Peace at almost 7 a.m. Amazing nak, amazing that u didnt throw tantrum mommy got so worried.

Now that she was ready, while waiting for me, she ate a slice of bread. Nasib beli semalam kalau tak what kind of mother did not prepare breakfast for her child at the very first day at school? Maka rasa selamat.

Happy kan dia? lega Alhamdulillah. Mommy can now breathe.

Siap silang kaki. Now she was like, "mommy come la..jom la school" Mommy kau tak siap lagi nak.. tunggu.

Main lap-lap kereta pulak dah. Tak ke risau hati mommy ni kalau terkena baju. Maka bergemalah suara mommy di lorong TTS 7/6 itu..

Daddy dan aiyris pakai baju baru. ok ini cubaan suami nak nampak kurus. Tak berjaya bang, sorry cuba lagi.

Kau tengoklah tu mata aiyris kemain nakal.haish anak..anakk..

Ni baru sorang.. kalau ramai? lagi riuh dan best rasanya kan?

All geared up for school!

Kenapa la aiyris mcm tu? mak dia tudung senget pon boleyyyyy!!

Masa ni mommy dah nervous like crazy. Eh wait, why must u that get nervous?

Sampai-sampai je ni yang dikejarnya dulu. Slides. See the jagged picture? it is because she could not stay still. yeap.

Hey you. YEs you.

Ya! masih tak ada tanda-tanda kesedihan. Malah gembira!

Ok dah nak masuk dah..Aiyris wondered like, why what is ALL of THESE. 

Ok in the class already. Sits in the circle of new students. Oh Aiyris..Mommy held my tears so strongly! 

Still deciding i think. WHAT to do next? The same question in my mind dear..

Ok dah start nak bangun..

Bangun dah. Haish..

Keluar balik dan main. Oh budak ni nak mengorat Aiyris sebab dari tadi mengendeng-ngendeng. Bukan, dia nak berkawan je.

Ok mommy and daddy, bye. you two can now go to work and i can play all day long here. Awwwwww...mommy dah sikit lagi nak nanges.

Last Picture mommy snap. Aiyris tengah tengok longkang.. HAishh wondergurl sangat ni..

Kesimpulannya: Aiyris memang Mommy boleh bagi A++ bila nak pergi school. Hope that she can cope well and make new friends. Langsung tak nanges pun. Petang ni tak tahula macam mana nak ambil balik..Harap ok la kot.

Eh?

Ok insyaAllah..

Kejadian petang semalam:

Saya: Aiyris , ane adi? (mana daddy?)

Aiyris (sambil hisap botol susu sandar kat sofa) : Work.
Lepas tu sambung tengok tv.

I cant help myself not to speak gibberish with my daughter. I know it is a bad habit but sometimes her cuteness is intolerable. She is cute and adorable. Just looking at her face after a tiring day at work can make all the pain disappear. I mean, children can always make you smile.

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